Sandy Day

Sandy Day

Brushing Teeth

Reflected in the mirror was me and Janie. She was bigger. Brushing our teeth, shoulder-to-shoulder, I watched as the white foam bubbled and frothed from our lips, watching her watching herself, wondering if this would be a night when she…

Big Love

Jasmine crawled into my lap. She was wearing the pink flannel nightie I’d made for her. You couldn’t buy them anymore because they combusted children, apparently. Jasmine was her usual little furnace of heat and felt like a sack of…

Chattering II

Born with this big bundle, bursting and chattering, scattering love like dropped petals from wildflowers, carelessly and carefully. “Look what I picked for you, Mommy!” From my hot and sweaty hand she takes them, but later I find them withered…

A Jolly Family Photo

In this one, you are holding your knees. You’re an old man, or you look old. But you’re not sitting in a chair like the rest of the grownups. You’re sitting on the floor, hard leather shoes, socks, trousers, your…

Safe Word

Hands bound, spread eagle America murmurs a safe word, Liberty but the rape (consent now withdrawn) commences. America struggles gagged her eyes pleading as lawlessness spreads and permissions fall slapping her faster than vanishing web pages With each angry thrust…

Words

I’m haunted by words I said yesterday they won’t let me go. Promises, vows, intentions, blowing the curtains on a windless night, but they’re just the soul of a dead decision. I’m afraid nothing is so simple. To fall in…

Walking the Garden Streets in Fall

Walking the garden streets in fall colours kaleidoscope in misty tableaux burnt red of dogwood, yellow ash. The fog clings to a thousand depths of green. Blossoms of beet juice bloom impossible dahlia blades. My eyes drown in the dreary…

Business

I am going to take fear out back and shoot him. Stand him up against the shed and blow his fucken head off. I want to see his brains scatter gritty and grey like a cremated body. I am so…

Silence

The long cold silent winter stretches out like a thin blanket on a loveless bed. I trust that there is life there – a barely beating heart in hidden leaves and sunken acorns frigid bulbs. It’s the silence that deafens…

I’m a Writer

“And what do you do?” “I’m a writer.” Silence. The slight frown. Then the question. “What do you write?” I hate this question. I write words goddammit. And sometimes sentences! “Oh, lately I’ve been writing fiction, a novel actually. Well,…

Why Christmas turns my Crank

As an atheist I would never have wished Christmas away, entirely. Granted, I bristled at the Christian takeover of a pagan solstice celebration; but I had nothing against a saintly old man who poured gold pieces into the stockings (hanging…

ENEMY, the movie

My Review of ENEMY: This movie was filmed so that it looks like a bad, yellowy Polaroid from the 60s. Everything, including Jake Gyllenhaal, is brown. It’s shot in Toronto, and our city never looked more depressing – reminded me…